i can't seem to sort out my thoughts. it's like im trying to figure out a jigsaw puzzle but i put many pieces in wrong places. no, it's not exactly like that. nevermind, whatever, the point is.... i'm confused. yeah, confused. i know what i'm feeling but i just don't understand what it is. or i can put it in another way; like you've known a person for veryveryvery long time, but you can't understand him. it makes sense, right.
recently, i found out many things which affect my thoughts and feelings. i don't know what i should do, what should be done and what's not. but at least i know what i want. well, sometimes you come to know things that you should not know and don't wanna know also. hah. everything happens for a reason?
i don't know what is wrong with me. like seriously. so, please understand me.
be patient. (:
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it's just 62 days away from syf.
we've gone through movement 3 today. one day, one movement. despite of all the sunburn we got, how much sweat we've perspired, how badly we wanted a water break (LOL), people, we've done 3 movements!
some people already don't care to put on sunblock lotion on their skin. HAHA. but at this point of time, i'm not one of them, just yet.
the field is really sandy, and worse, when it's very windy, the sand will fly all over our faces. today after band i wiped my face with a piece of tissue. WOW, the dirt is (eeee).
okay whatever. ohya, not forgetting that our school is very supportive. the angklung and modern dance joined us. the PSG (brayan's mum, jon and michele's mum and the triplet's mum) cooked lunch for us today. the school will be providing a cap for each of us to be worn when we're doing formations at the field during afternoon. mdm shanti makes it a must for the band to perform last for chinese new year celebration. and etc. thank you, we really do appreciate it alot.
it feels good that many people are supporting you, don't you think so. and it's also somewhat a motivation for us to get gold with honours medal as we do not want to disappoint them who have given us so much. thus, people, don't give up, give your best, showcase what we can do.
=D
signing off.
