Sebelumnya tak ada yang mampu Mengajakku untuk bertahan Di kala sedih
Sebelumnya ku ikat hatiku Hanya untuk aku seorang Sekarang kau di sini hilang rasanya Semua bimbang tangis kesepian
Reff: Kau buat aku bertanya Kau buat aku mencari Tentang rasa ini Aku tak mengerti Akankah sama jadinya Bila bukan kamu Lalu senyummu menyadarkanku Kau cinta pertama dan terakhirku
Sebelumnya tak mudah bagiku Tertawa sendiri di kehidupan Yang kelam ini
Sebelumnya rasanya tak perlu Membagi kisahku saat ada yang mengerti Sekarang kau di sini hilang rasanya Semua bimbang tangis kesepian
Repeat Reff
Bila suatu saat kau harus pergi Jangan paksa aku ‘tuk cari yang lebih baik Karena senyummu menyadarkanku Kaulah cinta pertama dan terakhirku
2009 had been a long learning journey, i learnt many things.
i've thought what i want and have to achieve this year ahead.
somehow, today i woke up with the spirit. someone inside me keeps telling me that i can do it, though i dread this year. yeah, i realised i need to believe in myself that i can do it. Like what mr poh said, it's all in the mind. don't do things half-heartedly, give your best in everything you do.
i realize how good God is. I feel bad when i realize somehow i've forgotten Him, but He's still there for me, He's waiting for me to come and talk Him. He knows and understands me better than i and anyone else do, He knows what i'm doing, thinking, feeling, hoping and wanting. i just wanna thank Him.
Dear God, i thank You for everything, thank You for Your everlasting love, never ending blessings, for always being there for me and You never forget me. Thank You for letting me breathe and live another day, today. Thank You for forgiving me for every sin i did despite all those wounds i caused in Your heart. i'm sorry that i often hurt You. Even though i can't give anything to You to express my gratitude cos everything i have is from You, i can thank You by not forgetting You and always do what You want me to do, and also always love You.
