- 340 days more to a new year.
- 333 more days to Christmas.
- 66 days more to my 15th birthday. (minus 1 and it's the countdown for jane's birthday)
- 19 days more to chinese new year and valentines day. (nothing special)
- 99 more days to mid-year exams.
- 272 more days to 'o' level written examination.
- 74 more days to syf and the graduation of the sec 4s.
it's an endless countdown list.
going to school seems to be an irritant somehow. it irritates me. when the teachers don't come which means we don't learn anything. when the teachers totally don't teach anything, they just simply give us notes which is exactly the same as what is in the textbook and they just ask us to fill the blanks without giving any explanation about the topic. when the teachers promise us anything and everything but never keep them. when the teachers have wrong perspective of us, think very negatively without knowing what's actually happening. when the teachers can't catch our attention and they do nothing about it and just carry on with their own stuff. etc. i know it's all complaints but it's true, it is happening. this isn't what i expected.
wait, i also admit that students don't always pay attention, even sleep in class, don't do assignments, hand in homework late, blablablabla. it's saddening and ironic. both sides make mistakes and are at fault.
some teachers really deserve the respect from us. when they fatigue themselves just to prepare things to teach us and teach them well. they care for us. like what last time my primary school taught me: in school, teachers are your parents. i know that i can't expect every teacher to be very caring, good in teaching(which they are supposed to be), understanding and thoughtful cos i am also not as good as what and how they expect me to be at all times. well, no one's perfect, everyone makes mistake.
i won't let this get under my skin. i need to focus. even if i don't understand what the teacher's teaching, i can always ask or learn it myself. (:
