:D

being scared, i've always been scared for everything. i dont know whether it's because i don't believe in myself or what.

when i start to think forward, the feeling of being scared is always present.

if it'll be like this, how? if like that, how?

it's always like that.

but i want to try, i really do want. so please just believe in me, cos i'll believe in myself. i'll overcome all those fears which will make me and you down cos we can't get what we and i want if i continue like this.

after reading atikah's blog, i realized that the seniors are graduating in 19 weeks' time. OMG, time flies that fast? they've been with us, sharing all the joy and sadness, going through thick and thin together, giving us advice and guidance, they've been great friends and seniors. i just can't imagine when they are gone. well, life still must go on. i'll give my all and do my best. no words can express how much i want to thank them. i'll miss you all. i wonder how many of you will come back for band to visit us. hah. ):

i know we still have a long long way to go. so jia you, we all can do it. bring the glory to the band.

pain is temporary, glory is forever~

today, went to church, sang christmas songs. it's really nice feeling. christmas is around the corner!! I'M SO SO SO SO EXCITED LA! and someone's giving me something, making me more more more more excited. HAHAHAHAHA! i've always loved christmas. it's warm, peaceful, joyful and all the good and nice feeling that you cant imagine, it just can't be expressed in words. indescribable. im so loving it. 19 more days!

HAPPY ADVANCED 2009th BIRTHDAY, JESUS!

ILOVEYOU (:

:D