it's 00.33 am
is this even called holidays? precisely not.
i shouldn't have asked my parents to come during this sept holidays.
hais.
i just realised that i've not been doing much to help.
i should have taken more initiatives.
oh well, since i know that i was wrong, i should correct myself, try not to repeat it and change to the better.
i shall learn to manage time well, too.
manage time for school, homework, band, family, friends, and especially God.
i just feel very guilty not to pray everyday, forgetting to say grace before eating, etc.
there're so many things that i need to learn, correct and change.
i must do this fast.
but i also still need help, i still can't do everything on my own.
i need guidance and advices.
many things have changed.
don't know whether it's to the better or worse. but well, everything has its advantages and disadvantages.
i hope i'll get used to this soon.
i really dont hate you, i dont even dislike you.
you are like a good friend to me. but i dont know why you got it wrong.
i dont want this to continue, so can we talk it over?
i really am upset over this, and disappointed in myself
feeling so disappointed in myself for not being so helpful, for being so blur, for being useles and careless. i'll try my best to be better.
everything seems to make me to feel disappointed in myself.
makes me realize that i need to be better, makes me realize that i can be better
and i wanna be better, i can do better.
is this even called holidays? precisely not.
i shouldn't have asked my parents to come during this sept holidays.
hais.
i just realised that i've not been doing much to help.
i should have taken more initiatives.
oh well, since i know that i was wrong, i should correct myself, try not to repeat it and change to the better.
i shall learn to manage time well, too.
manage time for school, homework, band, family, friends, and especially God.
i just feel very guilty not to pray everyday, forgetting to say grace before eating, etc.
there're so many things that i need to learn, correct and change.
i must do this fast.
but i also still need help, i still can't do everything on my own.
i need guidance and advices.
many things have changed.
don't know whether it's to the better or worse. but well, everything has its advantages and disadvantages.
i hope i'll get used to this soon.
i really dont hate you, i dont even dislike you.
you are like a good friend to me. but i dont know why you got it wrong.
i dont want this to continue, so can we talk it over?
i really am upset over this, and disappointed in myself
feeling so disappointed in myself for not being so helpful, for being so blur, for being useles and careless. i'll try my best to be better.
everything seems to make me to feel disappointed in myself.
makes me realize that i need to be better, makes me realize that i can be better
and i wanna be better, i can do better.
