Friday, August 14, 2009

it's just the beginning of everything

i didn't know that life could get this complicated, confusing and difficult.
i was just too naive to know what life is. i was not thoughtful enough.
but i can't be an ignorant forever, i need to start learn many new things though it's not easy.
i need to change as people are watching over me.
by going through all this, perhaps i'll be a much better person.
managing my time, handling different types of people, understanding people and things better, controlling myself, etc.
i can say that it's too sudden, but sooner or later i would still have to learn these.
so i shall just hang on there, give my best in everything i do and try not to make any mistake.
i wish we can make leaders that can lead everyone to glory.
i know we all can.

everyday is like a new chapter of my life. book of my life.
i open it, flip through the pages and read; laughing, smiling, crying, regretting over things that have happenned, i've done. i wish i could erase some and rewrite it, but it's just impossible. what i can do is just to draw a big smiley face on every page and every chapter, write new better stories to be red.